Oh well, what will I always do at work besides eating.
My colleague has been feeding me too much of chocolates and cigar as what they called
this chocolates roll. Hence it's irresistible .I got more depressed eversince knowing that I'm all left
behind while _ _ _  _ _ _ _ _ _ _ has already moves forward on becoming the next _ _ .
Maybe I tried, but just not hard enough, also I have been distributing flyers ti the unknown when
I'm just left to wait for phone calls, My friends are just a hummdrumm I could say.
Why aren't their mindset like mine. _ _ _ _ _ has already gotten 2 guys and they're signing up soon.
The Diamond Package, Yes it's his luck .
I wish I had mine too .
Today , as in tonight *Friday* there'll be seminar held I won't be able to make it.
It's either "him" not supporting that much or either we're gonna be aimlessly going
no where in the night. 

I'm over stressed. But it's ok , I will endure.
Insyallah Amin, maybe this i part of the obstacles to make it through.